Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for...

     There are a few people that I really need to forgive but I am not sure they even know what they have done has offended me.  I am a very sensitive person and I take things a little to serious.  All growing up I was always an easy target for people especially boys. They knew just what to say to make me absolutely hate myself.  There was a group of boys who would do anything and everything to make me cry.  They would achieve that goal very easy cause I wear my heart on my sleeve.  I remember on particular day very well.  I had hit an all time low and decided that life really wasn't worth it anymore.  I had to sit next to these boys in a certain class and I mentioned to them how they had made my life hell and how it wasn't worth it anymore.  One boy looked at me and said if you need some help I will help you.   He was talking about helping me off myself.  I know none of them knew just how serious I was but I was very serious.

     I have held on to that anger since the 8th grade.  I think now that I will be 26 next week that maybe its time to try and forgive but not forget.  I had some very good friends of mine that helped me get through that dark time in my life.  They helped me realize that life is worth so much more.  So I am going to forgive those boys for the hell they put me through.  I hope that they never have to go through what my parents went through trying to comfort me and get me through those rough days......

Day 1: Something you hate about yourself.
Day 2: Something you love about yourself.
Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for.

Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for.

Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life.

Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do.

Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for.

Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.

Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.

Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.

Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on.

Day 12: Something you never get compliments on.

Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)

Day 14: A hero that has let you down. (letter)

Day 15: Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.

Day 16: Someone or something you definitely could live without.

Day 17: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.

Day 18: Your views on gay marriage.

Day 19: What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?

Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol.

Day 21: (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?

Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.

Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life.

Day 24: Make a play list to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)

Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today.

Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?

Day 27: What’s the best thing going for you right now?

Day 28: What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?

Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
 Day 30: A letter to yourself: tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.